Listening to life's wonders

Saturday, March 31, 2007

+i cant imagine living w/o a mouth+

alhamdulliah...ive got a mouth...

not too big.. not too small...as Richard would sae.."not normal! like horse...how do u eat with a small mouth?? u cant even talk properly..must be half!"

ahahaha

my good friend ader gum infection da....kumur kumur air garam should help....harder to share laughter samer samer..

haisshhh..

i seriously cant imagine if something were to happen to my mouth...if i coudnt talk nimore..if i couldt joke nimore...if i couldnt laugh nimore... wats life w/o laughter....then evrything will have to be serious kebabai...

haishhh

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|7:49 PM|

+i dont know where i belong+

if u dont...if u wont..listen!

nice song...

i know..terlambat..hehz

but seriously...she can sing...

very recognisable summore...

beyonce knowles...great singer...

lets all be grateful...

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|7:44 PM|

Friday, March 30, 2007

+cute dae+

the guys from my ol skol had a bbq.. last menet habes..!!

which was shoo cute arr...mcm disorgansed ader...macam tak plan betol ader....like those g0-head attitudes.. i sure baNget they got no plan B if anything happen wan...like these kind..tak yar think too much...

then i saw the guys.. wah wah wah fesyen rambut vogue larr...sumer dah nak simpan panjang...ada potensi jamal abdilah ke mereka?? satu satu chomel baNget....

wahuahuahauhaua....

owh then almost kena bitten my anjing

scary ader..but mostly funny...coz not tt scary..wht would be considered scawie to me?? if i saw then terkench sikit pat suar...ahahaha like last time go maze..scawwiee...

all of us saw the dog...then tengok dulu..ader leeshh ke tak.. then amak! takde arr??? ok takpe satu ajer....OH-EM-JI..coming our wae....SCREAM! naik chair sumerr!!!! OH-EM-JI lagik..amak! ader one more larh....i was like...shhhshing them, farah izyn and rashida...coz mase ngah stress tu tak leh fikir straight..adeker first reaction keluarkan camera...??? rowh... rowhh... i also blame the nyaringness of our screams..then i heard the guys kater takmo bising sebab the dogs ingat kiter nak main ngan dierr... so my shhhshing got louder arr..and their screams also got louder...klaka baNget..then one actuallie nak cum up to me...amboi! then i screamed! thnkgd the lady dtg tarok leeshh....wahuahuahau...expierience habez..

where was maya while all these hppend?? gi amek twister da...haishhh..wahuahuahuahua.....almost rowh...almost...

so yea what a cute day..

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|11:08 PM|

Thursday, March 29, 2007

+lets get married!+

heard my cuzzin getting married so i tot my chance to show wat ive learnt from class ustazah kamariah... so like a recorder..i playback the tape on bab nikah chapter due.... then afta tt i realise like wah! rohani ...not bad arr.. can get married oreid....

wahuahuahauahuahua.......

yarrrrrrr rightttt.......

im staring at my brother's picture...alll his mat rocker friends..jamal abdillah wnna bes...ahahaha..fahmi looks so cute in the picture...eh! dun get me wrong or'...the hair lke not curly but wavy....can see potensi grow panjang then will just be like jamal abdillah's wahuahuahua..member suar ketat..abeh ader satu macam terlanjut usia gitu...look older then the rest...

ahahahaha..but ayang arr..my brother tak tau amek gambar. gambar blurr ajerr..cam otak dierr... haishhhhh!

made myself a journal

so cool .. need more papers tho...

papers

papers..

papers...

wahuahuahauahuahuaua!!!!!!!!!!

reminded me of my silly friend raudah...

ahahaha....

cute ar she...

ahahaha

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|8:56 PM|

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

+arrr..stop-breathe-relax+

the concept of ani asking for stuff

"ayah...u want to giv ani 10 dollars"

ayah: no!

"okie fine....lalalala dup ti da dup ti deyy"

"Mie..U want to get me an Eisel?"

Mie: arr its ok.. i get u drawing blk

"arrr aiya..ok lah fine....lalala dup ti da dup ti deyy"

stop-breathe-relax

get to knoe one better first before judging kay?

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|11:04 PM|

+I love yesterdae...+

i really enjoyed myself yesterdae...

I love yesterdae...

I love all my friends..

hey.infact made a new friend...he's farna's friend...Shafeeee..i dunno lah how to spell..

i also like fahmi's straberry smelling hair...

Thank god i decided to join them afta all..fahmi just wanted to slack pat library...but hey! since all the other friends dah kumpul then..u knoe how hard to get tt much of my frieds to cum together...still missing one tho..nad...i dunno lah she... ade tuition agaknye.. yea so i tot might as well join kan....i knoe they missing me aso...heh heh heh

U wanna knoe smtg...i realy dowant yest to end...Miss all my friends...

another reason why i dowant yest to end is bcoz of my other grp of friends... ama raud and maizatulrefasadiah...muahahahaha....very fun bunch....afta fig drawing went to ruby photo..then eat long john..then ama had to SHIT...waited like 1/2 an hour....tts just to relief herself arr...

then chee yong's class also very fun...he looks younger than sum of his students..lol! he looks like he just graduated from uni....i think its all those chemicals arr..

fahmi was still hot..
so was farna
and rasydan
and maya

im still hot aso..heh heh heh

the only time i cant eat with them, they go eat at banquet..w/o me..so i kinda missed tt...i ve been wanting to try the sotong bakar...looks delish

then sampai east point..waited for rasy and farna to finish their game...afta that then trus tak tau aper nak buat..we end up going to starbucks..teringat tt time me farna farah, lina and ain went there..then one of the staff went up to us and said "i hope u understand..tables are for customers onnie..u guys buying anything??" and we dengan penuh kentalness answered..."yah..later.." so afta tt no one bought anything so we tot of 'running away' then again with full of kentalness tried to hide at long john..which had a clear view of the starbucks..definitely not hard for the lady to see us...

but yest was diff...we had starbucks pple with us so of coz sum1 bought smtg... funny how a little coffee can make sum1 so extremely full of kentalness...wahuahuahahua...

k dah panjang banGet!

penat sambung nanti

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|7:55 AM|

Sunday, March 25, 2007

+wahaha pentas+

on fridae TP had her Pentas..MAG pple arr super cool..

raudhah and ama...i had fun...

dancing really is good excercise...

ive always been told, for my dreams to cum true..esp those big ones..one have to start small...
so i really dun mind..infact, i really enjoy making all those props for pentas..really fun..

so i have done smtg 'small'...can my dream cum true now??

i realy want to cum up with the story for next pentas...so should i have a heart ranching...(ranching beb!) one..or a funny wan?? a mysterry???

either story, i really want to direct the next pentas.. if not the one afta tt..my ultimate dream for now..actuallie.. my most ultimate dream is to counquer tt stage fright...but i also have a fear of conquering my fear...so i gez directing will just do fine..

what does one need to direct a play??
rowh ans:
alort of contacts
friends in titisan(thingking of joining)
a more serious attitude(but i shall not be bossy tho)
arr....

a megawatt smile!!!

ahakz..

help me sumbody

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|8:36 PM|

Monday, March 12, 2007

+one question..+

why bother?!

dun boss me ard...i dowan to hate u...

*click**click*

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|9:46 PM|

Sunday, March 11, 2007

+sad day+

an aunt passed away yest...no... she died... that would be more accurate...
so jenow in da morn we went to melawat...all of us had to wait for the body to sampai from the hospital..so we waited and waited....sum eventually left coz i think they hav smtg on.. plus terlalu ramai....or smakin ramai..so gip chance for the pple coming to see the mom of my late aunt...funny how everyone that came made her cry..she was like crying..but she stopped..then another makcek salam her then she cried again.. then afta tt she calmed down and stopped..then another makcik came...which made her cry again....
i on the other hand..sat with jamilah..my lil cuzzie..so montel oreid..wahuahuahua..she so funny arr..and i also like to layan small kid...
we talked,joked..while waiting ofcoz..
quite lamer u knoe....then when the mayat/jenazah nya sampai we had to move from our seats..coz the tin cannot muat the toilets so terpakse madi at the sub hall...

i was nervous..takut..coz u knoe lah...i was sad...kesian kan her...

tau tau i found myself sitting infront of the sub bed yang they nak put her on....terkejut ar..seram seyy..so straight away moved away n semunyi sebelah one of my grandaunts...kirekan klaka jugak me at tt time..

then they carried the body in...my first reaction at tt time... i looked away...takut terlook at her face...she didnt look like what dead pple look like...skinny and blue...in fact...she was still abit gempal like tt time we saw her during hari raye and she still had tt glow on her face.which means she didnt die of any of those diseases/illnesses....felt like smtg was amiss at tt time..
then my mom told me to stand up..coz makin ramai ppl so takmo cover the way...i dowan ar...i was in my comfort zone..which was away from her...but i stand upo afta all...and that was when i made those observations....

then afta tt my mom ajak sit outside..sempit bebeh..

sit and wait..sit and wait..tt was what we did all day....

while waiting..i realised tt the funeral wasnt like the other 2 i went b4....no was sure what caused her death...u knoe if u go to a funeral u ask the family kenaper and stuff..and u'll get a sure answer..beit heart attack ke...cancer ke...sakit tue ke...but this time it was diff...
there was alot of bisik2 here and there....sharing gossip ke pendapat ke ntah lah....but one thing fer sure was tt the family was hiding smtg from everyone....im still not sure why and how she passed away....

yar.. then trus sakit perut...sakit perut lapar da...i ate nasi goreng in da morn b4 melawating...then got lapar balik at ard 2...so kirim my dad buy green tea and sum keropok...

eat secretly...inside my dad's car...dah habis baru keluar...

so went back upstairs..see if they finish mandi-ing the jenazah....

havnt yet....so more waiting was done....

i also came up with smtg..

like a poem...but not finish...

Nobody cries for a dying plant
Nobody cries for a falling leaf
Nobody cries for a withering flower
So
Dont cry for me...

hey now.. to think of it..jenow had potential of becoming a murder mystery story....finding out she died...

haishh..
i think it was rude for pple to talk behind their backs..guessing/assuming what happe to her...
including my grandaunts.my own grandma...and my mom...

last laast..in the car...on our way home...my dad told us smtg....
her mom ask her go buy chilli...then she went to buy...she came back with red chilli...her mom tanye kenaper tak buy green chilli skali....which drove her crazy...made the 'other side of her take over her'..then dot dot dot...

haishhh....

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|7:07 PM|

Saturday, March 10, 2007

+put HOBBY!+

kpr was great....

awesome..

i gave it a 7 jenow... if only u put 'hobbies' on the board.. then it could have been abit higher..wahuahahuahua

made new friends...arr..the Sa'odahs is made up of myself,Zee,Marl,Naziehah

im suppose to find our more about Sa'odah..all i know fer now is tt shes Prophet Muhd s.a.w.'s wife..

looking forward for next week

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|11:43 PM|

Thursday, March 08, 2007

+IWD+

happy womens' day ladies!

Simon asked me why we dun have days like tt for men..

well i dun think its any where near discrimination..men should instead take it as a compliment.. coz obviously, emotionally, men are stronger..women on the other hand need days like these to help boost their morale and self confidence...

accidently, good things happen bcoz of it.... there was more communication amgst the passengers of the bus...the ladies become more concern/interested about todae and ask each other about IWD....men ask why they dun get days like tt...i got a new friend...

breathe...

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|1:37 PM|

+very lucky day..alhamdulliah+

altho late for sch....

no.1-im left with only 2 of my assignments

no.2-got free keropok from a1 penang chendol

no.3-missed a bus (thank gooodness i missed it..coz then no.4 wouldnt have happened)

no.4-got a free ride coz i took a new feel 291 bus....its IWD international womens' day

no.5-becoz of no.4, i got a free goodie bag

no.6-made a new friend on the bus...Simon smtg... i fergot.. lazy to take his card out..later i'll link him..coincidental...he's an artist..he paints and photographs...so cool.. definitely need to keep in touch..

ok tts it...

later going lunch a banquet with farna

hope the luck continues..heh heh heh

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|1:14 PM|

+on the 5th march+

sento sento sentoSA!

wasnt bad...wasnt bad at all...

i was so kental...could have told u..

i am a coward...

*shelter*

*shelter*

"u so idiotic sia u~"

cute.

felt bad for me.

random.

malay novella..

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|12:14 AM|

Saturday, March 03, 2007

+haishh+

blog no blog....my life never changed a single bit..

want dont want....my life never changed a single bit

help no help....my life is slowly changing

forced not forced....my life is slowly changing

acceptance is all i need in me to carry on

do i have a purpose?

do i have the passion..

how about persistence??

find a lil heaven in u....

carry on bebeh

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|9:29 PM|