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Sunday, March 11, 2007

+sad day+

an aunt passed away yest...no... she died... that would be more accurate...
so jenow in da morn we went to melawat...all of us had to wait for the body to sampai from the hospital..so we waited and waited....sum eventually left coz i think they hav smtg on.. plus terlalu ramai....or smakin ramai..so gip chance for the pple coming to see the mom of my late aunt...funny how everyone that came made her cry..she was like crying..but she stopped..then another makcek salam her then she cried again.. then afta tt she calmed down and stopped..then another makcik came...which made her cry again....
i on the other hand..sat with jamilah..my lil cuzzie..so montel oreid..wahuahuahua..she so funny arr..and i also like to layan small kid...
we talked,joked..while waiting ofcoz..
quite lamer u knoe....then when the mayat/jenazah nya sampai we had to move from our seats..coz the tin cannot muat the toilets so terpakse madi at the sub hall...

i was nervous..takut..coz u knoe lah...i was sad...kesian kan her...

tau tau i found myself sitting infront of the sub bed yang they nak put her on....terkejut ar..seram seyy..so straight away moved away n semunyi sebelah one of my grandaunts...kirekan klaka jugak me at tt time..

then they carried the body in...my first reaction at tt time... i looked away...takut terlook at her face...she didnt look like what dead pple look like...skinny and blue...in fact...she was still abit gempal like tt time we saw her during hari raye and she still had tt glow on her face.which means she didnt die of any of those diseases/illnesses....felt like smtg was amiss at tt time..
then my mom told me to stand up..coz makin ramai ppl so takmo cover the way...i dowan ar...i was in my comfort zone..which was away from her...but i stand upo afta all...and that was when i made those observations....

then afta tt my mom ajak sit outside..sempit bebeh..

sit and wait..sit and wait..tt was what we did all day....

while waiting..i realised tt the funeral wasnt like the other 2 i went b4....no was sure what caused her death...u knoe if u go to a funeral u ask the family kenaper and stuff..and u'll get a sure answer..beit heart attack ke...cancer ke...sakit tue ke...but this time it was diff...
there was alot of bisik2 here and there....sharing gossip ke pendapat ke ntah lah....but one thing fer sure was tt the family was hiding smtg from everyone....im still not sure why and how she passed away....

yar.. then trus sakit perut...sakit perut lapar da...i ate nasi goreng in da morn b4 melawating...then got lapar balik at ard 2...so kirim my dad buy green tea and sum keropok...

eat secretly...inside my dad's car...dah habis baru keluar...

so went back upstairs..see if they finish mandi-ing the jenazah....

havnt yet....so more waiting was done....

i also came up with smtg..

like a poem...but not finish...

Nobody cries for a dying plant
Nobody cries for a falling leaf
Nobody cries for a withering flower
So
Dont cry for me...

hey now.. to think of it..jenow had potential of becoming a murder mystery story....finding out she died...

haishh..
i think it was rude for pple to talk behind their backs..guessing/assuming what happe to her...
including my grandaunts.my own grandma...and my mom...

last laast..in the car...on our way home...my dad told us smtg....
her mom ask her go buy chilli...then she went to buy...she came back with red chilli...her mom tanye kenaper tak buy green chilli skali....which drove her crazy...made the 'other side of her take over her'..then dot dot dot...

haishhh....

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