Listening to life's wonders

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

+nuts about donuts.+

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|4:09 PM|

+just believe.+

the harmful effects of believing in bubbles..

Bubbles, seldom will it last long enough to fly high into the night sky.
Bubble, will u ever reach to moon?
Aim for the sky u’ll fall on the clouds.
Aim for the clouds, u’ll go no where.
Clouds a blunder?

Smelling bubbles,
Smelly bubbles.. Either way , you make me faint.
Thinking if my life is as easy as that.
Blowing my troubles into tiny lil’ bubbles.
When it pops. It seems to disappear.
But does it?
Everyone would like to think so.
Not otherwise.

Bubbles, ever so vulnerable.
With a touch, u pop.
I let u roam, as free as u wish, sky’s the limit
i beg, make it pass the 8th floor.
pass the 3rd floor
the lamp post?
Running out of options here,
You disappoint me…
Bubbles, do you actually help me blow my troubles away.
Coz its hard to believe, that it is as easy as that.

ro feels.

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|3:54 PM|

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

+om shanti om.+

no.. i didnt watch it..

tot of it..

but didnt do it..

i ended up spending my whole aft at the carpark.
trying to solve the rubix cube...

over all a decent dae.

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|4:44 PM|

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

+too long never update+

pentas: well i think i said we all did badly only coz my most favouredest part got screwed up. the contemporary(how ever u spell it) dance. favourite tau..kecewa I. haishh.. and i think after awhile everyone realised that the story no climax. having mermaids is definitely exciting. minus that, the story still no climax. but i know everyone liked the sotong. im so amazed at how commited she is to her character..walaupun seekor seacreature,sotong busuk to be exact...

owh what do u guys think about the next pentas being..."PENTAS: KU"
its gonna be a pentas about pentas..probably about an aspiring actress/singer..parents (mainly the dad) against the idea of her singing/acting as a career because because(probalay bcoz they dowant their daughter to get hurt or becoz of a secret past they had)...but she does it anyways behind their back. she expieriences how tough it is, with jealous pple around her.pple who dont believe she can make it coz of the way she looks...feels like giving up but her mother tell her the truth of her past...bla bla bla...remembers her mom used to sing her to sleep...mom actually have singing talent too..like omg! but decides to put family b4 career so drops the whole acting/singing thingi. regrets her mistake.mom feels trap becoz forver thingking about what could hav,would have,should hav happen but never will. tells daughter to not giv up. mother daughter moment. mom tries to convince dad to go to support daughter. mom kena beaten.(this i not sure) bla bla bla.. only mom turn up for daughter's play/comcert.dad makes surprise visit(so kirekan dier finally support the daughter)

thats storyline 1

thers storyline 2
bla bla bla.. it ends with the main character saying, 'trimerlah, pentas ku'...geddit?? the ending is like the starting.. the whole pentas is his pentas...geddit??
oh well.....

enuf bout pentas.

about adcam.. almost ending.....abit more....one more day....come on....

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|4:58 PM|

Sunday, November 18, 2007

+had days of fun...not!+

mon. pentas rehearsal.fell and sprained my ankle. first photography accident. dun worry, the camera is safe. wasnt using mine. and tt night my ankle started swelling.had an ice pack tied around my ankle the whole night. sakit woiixxxx!!

i was a limpin' fool afta tt. limped to the toilet. limped to the kitchen. limped to balcony.limped here limped there..everywhere limped limped. then limped to the polyclinic. i cheated tho..i took a taxi.

limped to the numbertaking machine. limped to the waiting area. limped to the counter. limped to the next waiting area. limped to see doctor.

doc: naper ni?
ro: fell during rehearsals and started sweliing last night. so todae im here.
doc: o. so actuallie u limping tak teruk sangat..maknenye nothing should be broken.just tunggu..kalao dier start bengkak lagi besar..datang balik.
ro: (inside tots) tunggu bengkak lagi besar baru dtg balik???? aperni....might as well i dont come todae..if i knew i had to come back to this stoopid place again.wait here with sick pple. sniff here sniff there. baik baik tak sakit nanti dapat flu pulak. peje doctor ni...ntah pass ker tak..
doc:so i give u painkiller ngan...obat aper u use untuk gosok ni?
ro: MINYAK HITAM!
doc: (giv stoopid face) arr takper..i giv u the proper obat gosok.so aper tadi i saed i wanted to giv u..?? owh yar. painkiller ngan obat gosok.
ro: (inside tots) tu ajerr????
doc: so...dah...
ro:(inside tots) aik??halao??

limped to the obat place. had to pay 11.50 for consultation plus obat.got my obat and went home.

so i missed consultationo n tt dae.

tues and wends.more pentas rehearsals.

thurs..."arr amek gambar..amek gambar.."

fri. pentas.we all did horrible.
can i seriously write the next pentas.????????

ala penat pulak nak blog..

bye.

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|8:18 PM|

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

+empathy+

empathy: has its time and place.. i think.

i have empathy. but my empathy level is only ye high.when is that smtg crossing the line? when people think they're the only one with problems. everyone has problems boy, some choose to keep it to themselves, others choose to share it(more like complain and whine.."oh!no one understands me...yadayadayadayada..oh kesian kan me...blablablabla.") i'll kesian kan u when u stop asking for it.

ooOooo...all hell breaks loose if someone sat on ur favouredest chair, ate ur morning orange, or sings badly loudly to you...no one understands u.....boo hoo...u need somebody to talk to but u knoe they wont geddit....boo hoo.....everyone else is living happily and ure not....ooo..boo hoo....blame everyone else for ur unhapiness..

well ..
..
..

BOO TO YOU!
sucha loser-y act. i despise you. i wanna see u bitch and complain bout this.
stop feeling sorry for yeself. stop expecting everyone around u to change. if they dont then u should. ure probably everyone elses' problem. ure probably a pain in the neck every one needs to get rid of. koyok not working. tigerbalm not working.ur friends probably want to Slap u but they think ure not worth it..take the initiative to slap urself... resting on ppls' shoulders expecting every one to carry u on their backs. start by being more independant. emotions wise. "i need someone to come comfort me..my friends all not free to help me.. tak gune punye kawan....im feeling down.i need pple ard me.." no u dont! jgn ngade2. sit and think. make a list of choices to make before i slap u.

empathy...

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|10:41 AM|

+advert campaign+

lemakz! dunno what todo with at adcam.

haizzz..

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|9:11 AM|

Monday, November 05, 2007

+not random at all+

i woke up today telling myself that todae should be a fun day.

so now im at sch. level 3. another hour to my consultation time. in my SHINY BROWN RUBBER BOOTS! wch i bought at changi.

smiling to urself and at urself is fun.

i think theyre SUPACOOL!!

soo shiny.

hrm. i look like

one. a fishmonger.
two.a fishmonger's wife.
three.the juice lady my mom saw.
four.throw in a utility belt and, *hands on hip* a sUpa hero!

LOL!

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|9:02 AM|

Thursday, November 01, 2007

+klao asik senyap+

klao asik senyap,semua akan lenyap.

klao asik senyap,semua akan lenyap.

grab opportunity my the beard for it is bald behind.

grab opportunity by thr beard for it is bald behind.

kalo asik marah, semua akan marah.

kalo asik ketawe, kiter akan ditertawakan.

kalo asik murung, muke macam burung.

kalo asik bebel, kamu akan dibebelkan.

kalo asik lukis, hidup mu tak kan tentu.

kalo asik tulis, hidup mu tak kan tentu.

jadi.

live in balance.

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|10:13 AM|