Listening to life's wonders

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

+whose turn isit?+

i hate being rejected. the feeling sucks. big time.
(oh by rejected i don mean by a guy coz it that happens i wouldnt care as much.) i meant by my friends.

it shows i bother when i ajak you out to lunch.
it shows i bother when i don get angry wen u say no.
it shows you dont when you dont ask me back.
i am bothered by that.

my brother's bdae is coming.
dier nak figurines from simei...i want a skate scooter..fully pimped out wan.

siti hannah's bdae is cuming aso. but the week after..on vday.. hav to go on a date with her.. go eat fondue. i was thinking blanje her watch movie aso nice.

i htink for day i shall send all my ol classmates lil cards. love lil cards.

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|9:49 AM|

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

+kites and life+

we actually can fly kites at night...
but how??
with lights!!!

saw one flying jenow. cool. with lights.

but seriously..

kites.
free
without a care in the world.
or so u think
held by a line, it is
neither free nor happy.
given limits to how high it can fly.
how high it should fly.
wishes that their line be cut.
helpless
wind, take me away
if not this time
maybe the next.
wear and tear
i'll wait.
set me free and let me be.
sky's the limit
or is it?
when u're gone again, wind,
i'll be left helpless once again.
witing for a new master.

-ro waits with bated breath.

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|10:55 PM|

Thursday, January 17, 2008

+thank you ama.+

farna salwar. thanks for,drinking teh tarik with me and feeling feeling bapak- bapak.for going giant with me and feeling mak-mak pulak.lauging at my jokes.i know im funny.thanx for living opposite my house. for ajaking kluar. for celebrating belated new year by playing bunge api kat atas carpark.

encik miemie sahar. thanks for, not feeling offended when we make fun of each other. for watching movies with me for several mondays last time.for always reminding me that there is someone who sings badli-er than me..u.without you, i'd be nowhere..literally..if not for ur one dollars i cannot take the bus.for helping me cope the stuff from ur starbucks. for helping me check two cd shops whether they had the blair witch project. for being kental..coz thx to that i know im not alone.

thx ro. for doing ur best to make everyone else happy. learn to say no..plz.

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|2:43 PM|

+my not-so-secret to-do list+

-wear rubber boots and catch tadpoles after rain.
-fly kite at interchange.
-take loads of neoprnts
-have a scawie movie marathon then laugh at myself for being soo kental.
-prove that auntie wrong, that i can play the guitar with my short stubby fingers.
-paint my toenails a wonderful range of colours.
-touch a crocodile.
-paint a huge painting at the top of my carpark.

anyone care to join..?

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|2:29 PM|

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

+is it time?+

on saturday whateva whateva date..ro went to tp jam and hop.

lol! tt rapper guy from sleeq nt bad.. and there was this other guy...richard...

imagine this..
mc:give it up for richard!!!!!
aud:errr who? arr...owh richard.. yay?(scratch head)
richard: yo yo yo!
aud: err....yay? (whispers)

frankly, i have no clue who he is either.

met izhar there...woops! i mean...raihan...
well..to me, i saw the guy i knew and admired when i was in sec 3 and 4...tt was my dear izhar.lovely as ever.tt time i really didnt think much..i was just happy to see my ol friend. aiya! teringat pulak fergot to giv him my new no...niwaez i wonder how it will be like if i didnt meet him for like another 3 years..why didnt we keep in touch..? i hope i wont regret anything one day.

lol..he reminded me of ed when he danced. farna tot so too.

and i saw hamizan...all sweaty..first thing tt came to my mind..'eww!' but he has really slimmed down. i hope he stays as cute and cool as he was in his chubby days.i think i'd kill him if he wasnt lovable coz then he would hav just been irritating.

i saw heider also...mr cool guy now. not bad. least he dun hav as many pple who hates him as when he was in sec 1e1. very nice guy. gentlemen aso. hope he does well..

i also saw our dear encik miemie sahar. with his colleagues(however u spell it) i think nab hates me but i shall not assume..no one should have any reason to hate a considerably cute person like me rite? but i didnt terserempak him there. memang suppose to meet him to get the starbucks stuff he coped for me. and it is soo adorable how he can be soo clueless and kental. our dear businessman.

i knoe why i cant say no now..im weak.

i also saw the side of me ive never seen before. carefree. not worried about upsetting anyone.i now know that all these years ive been living off everyone else's happiness..tts why i can never stop trying to please everyone ard me and trying soo hard to not upset nione.
feel like crying sometimes but i was always afraid of making the person beside me cry too..
ro wishes someone will lend her a shoulder to cry on.even if she has to rent it for 5 dollars per hour.heh. i am funny arnt i?

i am also tired...

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|12:23 AM|

+haiya!+

haiya! take tt!

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|12:13 AM|

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

+wondering woman+

i wonder..

who am i fated to be with.

why english, not malay?

why boy, ot girl (vice versa)

what kind of mother will i be

why chickens taste the way they do

why durians smell the way they do.

why rain is so...so...er...mm....rainy...?

why beaches are so relaxing and cities so busy

why children are always so happy and adults always grumpy then sleepy when they get wrinkly.

why rhymes are rhymingly rhimy

why milk gets sweet then soury then cheesy.

why breads get green and mouldy.

why monkeys look like neither monks nor keys, why monks who've lost their keys behave like monkeys.

why we need locks on our doors.

why dont we trust the pple around us.

why dont some pple have enough money to eat so they lie, beg, cheat then steal.

why some dont even hav a place to call their own.

why drive not walk

why not do then always talk.

where has the sense of urgrncy in me gone.

why cant i tell nione my problems coz im busy hearing everyone else's

why.

one more.

why not?

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|11:05 PM|

+sudah lama+

i minah-fied my phone

im sorry motorola razrv3xx!!!

i really am.

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|10:51 PM|