Listening to life's wonders

Thursday, November 20, 2008

+hrmm+

pentas or class gathering?

hrmm??

PENTAs lar.. dah janji..

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|12:19 AM|

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

+smile, wave, nod..+

smile, wave, nod and act cute....

im nineteen not sixteen nimore. the smile might have gotten abit chubbier, the wave a lil lower than usual and the nod just a lil subtle the act cute part..seriously i dun even need to try...but theres no more Cikgu Sharifah going "Susahlah saya nak marah awak rohani" *que wink*

tho theres still..

"Ayah! u want to give me 10 dollars?"

"No ani"

"Ok. 2 dollars?"

"Amek kat kocek ayah"

*que wink*

Still my parent's daughter and my grandparent's granddaughter... but I AM nineteen

theres a need for change..

"Ayah! u want to buy me a car?"

"No ani"

"Ok. money for driving?"

"Amek kat kocek ayah"

*que wink*

Truth is..Im afraid to ask coz I dun really want to knoe..

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|12:05 AM|

Thursday, November 06, 2008

+sempat mempat+

i think im done with being sad.

had dinner todae.

mack jack

mad dash?

mack mack??

mad jack larh.

have car will travel...

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|12:11 AM|

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

+a lil bit nicer+

todae was awesome!

i met Pat! Pat was awesome.i was so nervous last night tt pat sampai masuk masuk mimpi seyy..i swear. i forgot which part she appeared tho. either while i was river rafting or navigating myself through a thick jungle with a potato chip compass and papadom map.. got lost in the end coz som1 ate it all up. didnt help that we left trail of bread crumbs from where we started. damn birds! either tt or the chihuahua elephants. man!

before school i had driving!!! circuit tau.. after a month of not driving bcoz of how kecewa i was..failed on the eve of raye. but circuit was great. 'ADER BAKAT' again!

then went to school. met raudah azie and fiona. tt gurl had crazy high GPA..

and..

what else..

stayed back at sch to join the dikirs, girls and guys to take pics...will be joining again on thurs..

and now..

womanizer womanzer womanizer..u u u u u u are are are are a a a a a womanizerwomanizer.

i think im gonna treat my life like a musical and sing my way out of stuff.. or another wae to see it is to sing my feelings instead of just showing it...

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|11:11 PM|

Monday, November 03, 2008

+if i were me+

if i were a boy,

i would still not have the ability to read your mind.

if i were Queen,

i would still not have the power to change your mind.

if i were President,

my signatures will just be more lines in your mundane life.

if i were me,

i would distance myself from people who might hurt me.

but if i were me,

i would just ignore.

and i am me,

so i don't care anymore

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|9:49 PM|

+all niter+

cleaned my room...

i mean CLEANED!!

scrubbed the corners of my room

now..lets go on to more serious matters...

truth is.i dun really feel like having random dinners with encik nimore ..why ro? well..whats the point if the random part is not there...if u plan it means its not random..i tot random meant unplanned fun...it WAS fun..but i dun think it is or will be nimore...easier said; i finish sch at 5..if u want, call me anytime coz im tired of ur "not todae rowh"...im tired of thinking also..need to save it for fyp...

next.hrmm..why so attention crazy? try changing ur style maybe?? or even HAVE a style? might help u in the attention seeking biznez.

next.

done.

no sleep makes one a *itch

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|12:43 AM|

Saturday, November 01, 2008

+not soo funny this time+

was watching channel 5...again..i knoe..

about this holloween bus thingi

there was this 2 mat saleh from dunnoe where..and i think they were wearing the top part of the telekong with fake blood on it as their costume.. how would i possibly knoe this..?? it looked just like the one hanging in my mom's room..

im not kidding..

am i trying to be funny..?

surely not about things like this..

the mental picture etched in my brain will not go away...im almost bothered and offended at the same time.. tts me multi-tasking..

hrm..i just need to wacth it again just to make sure..coz if they really were..shoudnt we be offended or a tiny bit scared??

maybe im just imagining things... but heres what i saw(or what i think i did): two mat salehs.

dudes. maybe even a lil tipsy. interviewed. my mums telekong siap with the shiny floral pattern and the getah thingi u strap behind ur head. with red stuff on it..which im guessing suppose to be fake blood.

hrm...nah! i think they meant to make an ol school casper costume but cut the eyeholes 5 inch in diameter too big.

yup. tts right..another lame last minute half pass ten casper costume...

[[ Rohani Breaks The History ]]*|10:57 PM|