its so tiring to keep mentioning my desire to go UWE. but if u keep telling yourself...telling the pple around you than theres a higher chance of it happening...kan?? i hear its been tested and proven...im sure listening to it is as tiring as saying it...its like...owh this again?????? alamak..so rasydan's bdae was a fine one..i've never done anything nice for rasy..bought him a watch which i feel now is just not him...smaller than imagined it would be..and not ol' sch lookingi wanted to make him a card but i got lazy..i got lazy, tired, sleepy,hungry and delusional-ish...then off we went.. i refuse to tell you that i drove yesterday coz i dowan u guys to know that ro is a lazy gurrrl..the things is..i went all the way to the top coz i went home late the day before..and if i didnt bring it down the heat will melt the sweets in my car..afternoon heat damn hott ok..so since i went all the way up..A5 kae....if the stairs didnt kill me..sure as hell the heat almost did..and sure enough my car was HOTT! i tot my pants would turn golden brown and crispy sitting on my hott leather seats..i think i heard some sizzling action down there...crispy pants with juicy tender buttocks roasted to perfection...i felt like my lower torso was freshly made, hott from the stove banana fritters...goreng pisang lar...everything after that was fine...10 people..out of all that there were 3 couples..and ama is very pretty looking..and food after that was ok...drank milo GRANDE!!! extremeness!!!!! HUMONGOROUS....by the time my food came i was really just too full for anything else..esp my mutton chop tt i ordered which came last and lambat (abit) btw.....then home..sch today..with consultation and doodling at library with naziehah.then eat.then home.tired.
im gonna do well for my major project so i can go UWE... tkae my degree in photography/ graphic design.and leave this retched place...
we need to talk..
you bunch of boring fools!im bored..and tired..just wanna do my MP..do it well and pass..i need to just concentrate on tt so i need my proper sleep again.. i cant coz i think of tt goat! why can't i just get over it???? dang.. its messed up.. one whole platonic mess..its like spagetti but mixed with smokey bbq sauce sedap seluar dlm..nice.. but too damn weird...im gonna tell soon..so i'll get my sleep back??? rite??? owh i wish i have the power to alter pples mind..i would so love tt..im not used to having soo many emotions at one go..i cant be emo and be concentrating on my MP..this nonsense does not work for me coz im not a multi-tasker. i like one thing happening at one time..i dun need to add you to my list of pple i'l be letting down if i fail again..help me get over tt goat..the goat that has been eating my green grass..i let u eat my weeds but u bite a whole patch of grass out. ruining my beautiful field...the grass is greener on the other side...of the world....so should u leave or should I?? I''d soo prefer a white fluffy sheep than u an old ugly goat...ciao goat..eat my grass coz i give myself till the end of my diploma and if i manage o get accepted by tt sch in bristol..i'll be the one leaving...
my mom bought me an early birthday gift..she gave me a phone..nothing like the iphone i asked for..but a china phone...china pun jadi lah....but hey! if u say china fast enough...minus the"-na" it does sound just like it...and hey...at least now i wont be missing anyone's calls...*insert ur yays here* kan ferooze?? lol! i hope so ar..if i still dun get..means its starhub..
i've mentioned that im not easily bothered..i need to add to that coz tts not complete..i wont be bothered if im not always informed about my friends' bgr problems...im not bothered if im not involved like 100% of my friends' lives..i dun want to...dun get me wrong coz even i want space.. maybe more than them..but its just coz 'distance makes the heart grow fonder'...rite?? tts why i really want to be in tt university in Bristol..alot of things bother me...esp rite now..like how i was stopped by the TP..an extremely sccawie wan..(what am i saying.. all TP damn scary) but this wan was sooo smiley..like he was high or smtg(he gets drunk...uses the breathalizer thingi..and programs it so the results always stays..stops random pple..force them to use it..and then accuse them of drunk driving.....)"check! check! check! check coupon" and when he was trying to ask us to stop at the side..he was waving while smiling freakishly....(what were we to do???smile back??duh??) then i was like "oh! i've seen this in movies...he wants us to pullover) so.... HIDE OUR POT STASH! heh no la...he just wanted to check our coupon..and dammit it was just a few more mins to 7pm larh walaoo.and he also checked it really carefully..make sure it wasnt tampered or smtg.. and yeah...its like he knew i was a design student who could eaasily make counterfeits of the coupon with my awesome adobe photoshop skills..esp with my keen eye for details..another thing i tot he wanted when he was waving and everything was to join us..(join us do what??) we were boogy-ing and grooving to mya's songs...what else....hey wait a min..i ended up blabbering bout the TP..i seem to have lost my train of tots...(my public speaking lecturer will soo hate this)but..lemmi just end this by telling you that im bothered by other things too...like dirty toilets.
knock knock!Who's there?JulietJuliet who?Juliet the dog out again???("you let")
talk to you never..lol!
u can sae it has turned into sorta like a fetish...dont have to agree with me just coz im rohaniand hate me coz im beautiful..i've no clue what any of them meant..but hey! its my blog and i shall do whatever the hell i want.. so long as i dont do anything illegal...rite??wahuahauhaua.. its late.. why is ro still up at such an hour?? she has no clue.. i should have recorded an extra 5 mins after eli stone coz obviously eli stone hasnt even ended and the recording stopped..5 mins of minisodes:Charlies angles..would be enough...
all my bebehs know..
slept late coz of kuch kuch hota hai..it stopped loading near the ending..crapt! why the sudden feeling feeling?anxiety disorder...tts what it is...simple as that..
trying to load my first video!!succcess!!!!rite????why backstreet boys? i have no clue..lets all feeling feeling together ok...
*pose!*life in the fast lanewhat am i saying...everything is slow..and im still not famous..i need to go BROADWAY!the only way IS BROADWAY! its BROADWAY or the highway...rite??i need to get back to drama..to help forget about my own dramas...
its simple..really.tell me who doesnt have parents who drive u crazy?now tell me who doesnt have a mom or a dad or either at all?geezz...let us all learn from the osbournes..minus the drugs and the booze please..
where did i learn 'house pour' from.. i do not knoe.. tv i gez.we all met at 11 as promised...ahahahaha.. u wish!! tt would only happen in the ideal world that we all only yearn to live in...there was..me, suzie,farna, matiin,mya, andika,rasydan, nad, odip..in the middle, there was haziq n sufi(????i dunnnoe how to spell their name coz i don really knoe em..mya's coursemates????)loads of pictures..loads of sand..countless fusion inspired house pour(its really almost frozen mango box juice drink mixed with 7-up raspberry-ish flavoured)turned out to be nice..nicer than our first attempt of trying to mix chrynsentymum(or smtg tt sounds like it) with sparkling h20...o..my mind is blank rite now.then fahmi left for west coast plaza...(isit??)i wasnt paying attention again..but i swear he told me like a bazillion times...he kept mentioning it...i heard but wasnt listening...im reaally hopeless...
im fun im fun im fun im fun
im gonna be the first to wake up.i've packed my bags already, laid out my clothes, and sandals..do i sound excited?!? U BET I AM! errr..and scared..and nervous....mostly terrified..and that i dont really wanna go sentosa anymore...mya will kill me if i didnt go..i dowant to upset her niwaez..im soo stressed..i can tell you how untrue the first paragraph is..wake up??that is if i even get a wink..my sleeping(not sleeping) is really weirdin me out.sleeping late really isnt for me..takin its toll slowly.bags??wat bags??im not even thinking about what bag to use yet..tt usually needs days..and sentosa is tomoro..(can u feel my enthu-ness now??)clothes????wat clothes??no clothes pun bagoz!foot wear situation..un confirmed..i dun really care..slipper toilet pun boleh punye!!!feeling: scared...like GHOST!
high on life and disco lemonade
what has ro been duin?
not sleepin', if thats what u mean...
batam had alot..and i mean alot of "kiri, kiri, ok! terus ajer!"
"terus eh?betol?"
now why would i purposely lie to my grand uncle, just so he would langgar the tong sampah at the lobby kan??on both nights, there were alot of "ahhh!!terkencing lagi orang tue ni...ani!!!tolong angkat!!alamak! dah terlambat.."
*another stain on the carpet* my slippers never left any of my feet in that hotel room..room 117...kesian bilik itu
watching harper's island..dang! its freakeh!
but its in friggin series..no one makes ro wait!!esp for a week!!!
great thriller tho..i gez ro has to wait for next sunday for the next episode.
now on. french dude on a stage. painting with red paint..bald at the top of his head..stage lights not flattering at all...mister french performer looks like a cartoon i once drew.. how ironic.. my cartoon man is painting himself
"aliende!jeme jeme jeme..sivuplehh....presidos...miseur..gasse!epicommeh!vivo las vita tre kua!!!kolo papo larter"
how expressive! mr cartoon man is painting with his fingers!and he beats his chest like an ape and dies! what an ending!(oh?he didnt die..i was told)
all these talk about red thread..haishh...and the raja labah-labah!
oh tell ya what i did jenow..
got back from batam, fit 4 pple at the back.drove a manual..i was afraid.. very afraid..i knoe the pple in the car all have lived long enuf....but im sure if anything were to happen to em they would have tons of cucus that will miss thier almost-blind,peeing-in-the-pants,ngomelling grandparents.i would too..cept i'll be dead, just like them.
when i got home i was bored...went out to prime ciplak place to get clothes..they still have that offer..go now! buy 3 get 1 free!!what am i doing???then i went for a drive.chose ECP. had those plants thingi in the middle which obviously arent as attractive as they are in the day...i should go driving in the morning...if i want to clear my mind...and for your information..i did not manage to clear my mind but what made my day was that in the end of the drive i came back to a parking spot on B1..whats the big deal???no stairs in the morning..duhhh!!!!plus its so near my flat...and tt is one of those other things u have to be worried about when u own a car..fortunately, i dont. its my mum's.i do however, have to get coupons from singpost.
have u watched fast and furious??? i have...with suzie..who else..what ever happened to the ol days when he was my watch-movie-randomly-buddy...hrmm??ever since he became a manager...got more responsibilities..if he does openings, he ends at 5..im lying..eh no.. he lies..he'll finish at 6..i just love waiting for pple..so i'll always end up waiting..i really do love waiting..one of my secret talents..i dun really get bothered.coz it makes me feel like a good friend..and yes..another selfish deed..and i get rewarded with my rowh's-ripley-thingi and occationally, a banana muffin...hrm this reminds me..18 chefs sells ol' sch comics for abt 3 bucks eack..dang! i should have bought it when i got the chance to...
im actually just damn bored..i keep goin back up to check my tenses and grammer...since when??now that i realise ive got quite a fan base...im gettinn all self concious..i used to not be like this..i used to not care..i still dont..but i am just incase this one person reads this.
my heads' screwed up.i need a fix. here comes my disco lemonade.
all i ever wanted was to lead a happy life..the only ideal emotion to feel is happiness..endless happiness and optimism...im secretly going crazy(not a secret anymore now that im blogging about it)..i don't remember signing up for this or anything of this sort...i dont want this..im serious...wats all these 'going crazy over a friend' thing?? it happens only in dramas...GEEEZZ!!it is so uncool..and crying urself to sleep is so unGLAM AR..i asked farna to take it from me and give it to someone who needs it more..im not kidding...
knock knock!..who's there??MathaisMathais who??Mathais hurt from playing badminton the other dae.knock knock!who's there??IsabellIsabell who??Isabell not working anymore?my knuckles hurt from knocking.knock knock!who's ther..(no one)???(pranksters pranking old silly neighbours)DAMN LAME ARRR RO!!!but sexy jokes yar?neigh?YAR!
i've been having trouble sleeping...
i don't know why..
i really don't..
since? since madonna found out she can't adopt tt lil kid from malawi(isit?)..just give her the damn kid already!!!(oh! u did not just go there...and by u, i mean me)but i dun think my insomnia-like symtoms are because im worried for madonna..(coz we're like super close buddies who go out for teh tarik like every friggin week..rite~)
if i wasnt a coward i would so type it out on my blog..but if i do..it really makes me look whimpier..(if tts even a werd) doesnt it??
i have no idea what im saying..friggin weird..
if i had 20 million dollars in a vault sumwhere babeh~i'd no nothing to it..
silly pics i took of my self with my built in camera on my imac(owh now im gonna have pple trying to rob my room)
the most leceh thing to do is to resize pictures to post it on blogs and stuff..i dunno why i bother..but since ive already gone thru all tt hassle..what else to do then to post them...not really a fun job...i'd rather just start ranting away about unimportant things that happen in my insignificant life...one thing i love to do most...that last pic is really a senono picture of my lovelets..wat?!?! "lovelets" i just invented that word...im really a genius...mad...but genius..and funny...(oh! now im just really boasting about myself) another thing i seem to enjoy doing...one random tip from ro: - to feel less insecure about the pimples u have..esp if u have multiples..like one forming just another one dissappears..or two...just name them.i have one i call Roberto..located just beside my right eye..he sings verbratto, andd falsetto..not really good..i keep telling him tt but i gez he cant accept tt..i think tts why he isnt leaving my face...untill i tell him he's good, then he'll leave...just maybe?? but im really not a liar.... hrmm...being a liar,or pimply face???? hrmm... stop torturing me....i choose pimply face...i really cant lie...its because im not good at it..im afraid if he called my bluff he'll stay permanantly..and no one wants tt..he's irritating my other tenants..(yes.."tenants"..)heh..and i just hosted a farewell party for cecilia..she really just wanted a place to stay till she got settled with her new career..i told her i have a small room beside my birthmark...tt poor thing.. ran away from her parents just to live her dream..i told her theres no future here in singapore for struggling strippers..hello~its singapore darling..try america...live the american dream!!..i gez thats why she left..(my face)....im kidding.. pimples cant dance..they can talk and singg only..so she got a job at mcdonalds frying extra crispy and oily fries....
played badminton again..sweat so unglam..but tts FATS burning!!!there was. me,mya,suzie,andika,hamizan,syed,rasydan.i hurt my little toes again..its those high cuts..wrong cuts..im really trying to 'season' it..fergot my slippers..thus forced to walk home in them..every step was rather torturous..took a step *ouch* another step, *ouch* tsk tsk tsk..TORTURE I TELL YA! kesian my lil piggys.hold on..trying to call ama.."ringggggg ringgggg"no one there..lets call raudhah...ar ader sikit punya lamer.....and finally...raudhah terkejut dari lelapan nya... LOL! lap tu air liur...heh..im taking supa long on this post coz im chatting and youtube-ing...yes.. im wierdowh! badminton!i think suzie looks HOTT when sweaty(lol!), prancing ard(sliding also coz he's shoes dah haus) the court like a ballerina playing badminton.. a good wan of coz..and when he flicks his fringe back(omg!*fans self with hands*lol!)...and he has supa long hands and legs..and when he holds his racket out..with his hands straight..i swear..just standing in the middle he can cover the whole side of his court.wait? why? oh! suzie is a man?!?! no. he's a boy..lol! (lame ar ro)suzie is really what i call fahmi..another one of me oldest mates..not that he's old..but i've known him since sec 2..almost as long as mya..i've known her since sec 1..another amazing person...oh! and she was there too!!baru blaja 'smacking' ..im really jealous coz i never got the hang of it.. so tts why i always loose..then theres slim version(alot cuter when in chubbier times) of hamizan..wah...not bad...got stamina..he can play longg games and not be out of breath...tt is how out of shape I AM..its ok im working on it..no one gets beyonce's thighs in just a day riteee....syed.interesting fella.he had a blister. i think he won a game against fahmi..then he sat coz of da blisters..he also fixed rasy's racket. wassit mould on hamizan's hand that he got from using rasy;s badminton..im not sure but boy were they black...rasy. he slpt on the way to tamp east cc i think..he was late..he's the only one who had a net..and he hits the shuttlecock super semangat-ly.but when he misses, its really a funny sight.lol!andika left at 5 coz he had to pick his brother up from tuition.he's good too.then there was ro.she not bad ar.. ader semangat, kuat semangat. borrowed rackets from odip..had to go odip hose for 2 minutes where she got to see nad for 2 seconds.lost to suzie..damn bugger give me chance here and there like i dunno lykdat....so overall it was funn!!!next time jgn lupe ajak nasyitah!
yesterday i asked why...i smiled as i was given the answer...some friend u are, ro...felt guilty....i said,"time heals all wounds", mind you, i did it randomly.felt guilty....coz tts really a selfish deed..coz u'd think i'd do that with the whole intention to try to cheer u up..but really i was trying to make ME feel better to tell my self i AM a good friend..and with that... am i really a good friend??debatable.ro is full of nonsense.at least not guilt...
ro thinks she's madro knows she's madro think she's weirdro knows she's weird
went out to JP...its jurong point..my desparate attempt to make it sound cool....either way it sounds lame... but maybe its just me.. "so not cool, geeez.." lol! went to get mohsin's oasis tickets.. im really not into spending money on concerts...even if it was Britney...not into rubbing against sweaty pple..with lyrics all printed out.. ink all smudged from their dripping sweat..the pushing... the shoving..but again.. maybe its just me.. was out wih suz..and farna.."this shop is so lame. im bored.. NEXT!" hahaha..ok serious..they had shops with names we all havnt heard of..each is a cheap imitation of the other....im soooo itching about something ive only visited 3 times...its fun..and with this...i allow west pple to itch about my T.Mall...and farna's friend has a name than makes you sound like a nenek mintak urut when u call out his name....nenek:Matiin...matiin: ye nek?nenek:Matiiiiin...matiin:ape nenek nak?nenek:Matiiiiiiiiiin...mcm tak tau pulak*desparately tries to give herself a massage*but i think its just me.. the need to over enunciate every single letter in a person's name..esp if its a vowel..hehthen we went to eat at eighteen chefs.rumour has it, everyone who works there is an ex convict...there was this mak cik..she looks very familiar..we think shes the one whos face was all over every newspaper there was..about her black market baulu bakar.. "(whispering)nak..baulu, 5 dua dolar..nak?"....and then there was suz's brother's friend.. very chomel..im soo jealous coz he's face is flawless..and then we left..end note: im sad it didnt work out..*que cheeky smile*
im addicted to pouting my mouth and breathing in deeply...y?its really relaxing. its like smoking without the cigarette..no diff i think.. not tt i knoe how it feels like to smoke one..but try eating a mint then do what i do..stress all gone..
the funnest days of my life happened all in this week..mya already blogged about the shopping at giant so i'll just give a lil of my input..how much? plus one dot eight six plus one dot eight six plus one dot eight six..huh? we not buying... ok.minus one dot eight six minus one dot eight six minus one dot eight six..this is because we couldnt use our secondary school calculator with the brackets..and so i borowed my mums. it had buttons just like our sec sch ones but, i dunno how to use em. and wats with the "eight six".. hypermarts are blood sucking monsters i tell you.. cept instead of going for our necks, they go for our purses and wallets. trying to squeeeze as much money from us every way they can. theyre very minute so theres really nothing to complain.. tt is if u buy only one item.. coz then they'll just give tt 1 cent away..but if u buy 5, then u'll have to pay it.. and its at ur lost..its like they have it to show ur mom and dad, or ur dad and dad.. or mom and mom..(im really not here to judge) that the one who is at a lost is them .. but really ur parents are...this is political maths only dad's and their man purses are aware of. mom dont really care i gez.. the more u spent the more stamps u get...and with tt stamps they can add a new knife to their collection..next the chalet. i liked the ending jer.we watched UNBORN. lol! i knoe syed hated it..damn funny ar he.i completely loathed it..syed is rite.. Shutter really did set the bar. horror movies really needs a lot more originality. predictable.. owh.. the mirror! owh dark allies! owh.. toilets! owh phones!the only thing i found original was to leave the heroine all alone in the end after killing everyone who was ever close to her.. replacing her dead father of her babies with the last man standing after the exorcism thing ended..mind you i think he's old.owh tt didnt happen?? are you sure??then i didnt like any part of it.haishhthen aerosmith was on.. like suddenly..so karoke op!!! ketchup botel mike and stage and chimes and everything i tell ya!!!! and the trio girl band consisting of mya, farna and urs truly..me lah...emo with a tinch of class and sophistication.and there was SMOKEY SATAY BABS SEDAP GILER BABS in the next chalet..heh..then i went home. but then i went out again.hehits been a looong time since ive been in the back seat of a car.. rasydan's rented car was sooo cool.. they had built in massage chair seats i fell asleep almost right away..wat?oh they werent maasaged chairs?? owh it was ______(insert explaination from farna's friend, matiin)_________? ok! then we had west coast mcd drive thru..it really doesnt matter which mcd u go to. the food is the same everywhere..standard. and on tt day i found out i sleep very burok. "but cute" doesnt help a bit.. coz its like saying ur armpit stinks! but hey ur armpit hair is really smooth...and if u think im gonna explain how they relate..ure wrong..then i went home and slept.
then this dude's blog came out..
an entry from 2004..from a dude who lives in Baltimore...
http://calculatoronfire.baltiblogs.com/archives/004155.html
damn funny.
today i, "BESARKAN KAWAN AJER!"the other day was, "ADER ANAK PUN TAK GUNA!"Dear mother,how about those other days when i went out you. drove you where you wanted to go..what do we call those days?! "BESARKAN KAWAN AJER"-DAY jugak? and the mornings i have to jemur baju...also "ADER ANAK PUN TAK GUNA"-DAY jugak?ape saje..buat stress aje..i try very hard not to upset you but u always put me into situations tt will always end up with me upsetting you one way or another. why do you always make me feel like im sucha dissapointing child. im not ok...its always a BIG deal when i do something wrong but u brush it off when abang does it.. repeatedly summore...give money to support summore..ape saje..buat stress aje..from Ah girl.
now this is me..dark..but colourful...i love it! huh? u don't??too bad.. i dun live to impress anyone but myself
Ro here.Who's there?
Born on 21st July 1989.My parents' only baby girl.
Currently Studying at the uber faBB, Temasek Design School(TDS)
Diploma in Visual Communication
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