now u're gone and im still alive. ur 70 plus years of chapters and volumes of book shall be revisited to evaluate how well you have lived on earth..i shall be here sedekah-ing Al-fatihahs for you to ease ur pain and suffering and make after-life easier for you...i shall try to put the bab jemaah from kelas ustazah khamariah to good use..i siad "try'...coz i dun think i remember much cept theres no such thing as wondering yayi spirits.."tu sumer setan"...i thank god i was a good enuf grand daughter...altho i denied u of my tomyam..i always had a bowl ready for you...u always said "sikit ajer..."...but i always added extra and u finished it anyways.." u screamed i screamed and we all ate ice cream...i never could sae no to you...im abit guilty tho..it was like...i was ur enabler....i fed you stuff i knew would be bad..but coz in the back of my mind i knew u were gg anyways...so i gave in..

i didnt knoe michael jackson so tts why i could never cry for him...but i knew you ..yet i refuse to cry for you but i cant hold back my tears..a whole lot of 'yet's and 'but's....i liked tt u're crazy..but i hated that u were crazy... 

you went stone cold steve austin on us...suddenly..no one had  a clue...were u weezing??? and i passed it as any of ur other weezing.....weezing for attention again...maybe...i gez not...you were the saddest sight ive ever seen... hands frozen...cold..face blue...im sad..but its over rated....being sad is not enough for my yayi...maybe a lil mixed feeling will do...ahahahaha...

its real? or isit...

mya's gone...no shes not..she went to abu dhabi..

my yayi's gone..yes he is...

my tom yam buddy is gone...

thanx yayi for ur weezing and ur screaming....