dear mr. tomyam buddy..now u're gone and im still alive. ur 70 plus years of chapters and volumes of book shall be revisited to evaluate how well you have lived on earth..i shall be here sedekah-ing Al-fatihahs for you to ease ur pain and suffering and make after-life easier for you...i shall try to put the bab jemaah from kelas ustazah khamariah to good use..i siad "try'...coz i dun think i remember much cept theres no such thing as wondering yayi spirits.."tu sumer setan"...i thank god i was a good enuf grand daughter...altho i denied u of my tomyam..i always had a bowl ready for you...u always said "sikit ajer..."...but i always added extra and u finished it anyways.." u screamed i screamed and we all ate ice cream...i never could sae no to you...im abit guilty tho..it was like...i was ur enabler....i fed you stuff i knew would be bad..but coz in the back of my mind i knew u were gg anyways...so i gave in..i didnt knoe michael jackson so tts why i could never cry for him...but i knew you ..yet i refuse to cry for you but i cant hold back my tears..a whole lot of 'yet's and 'but's....i liked tt u're crazy..but i hated that u were crazy... you went stone cold steve austin on us...suddenly..no one had a clue...were u weezing??? and i passed it as any of ur other weezing.....weezing for attention again...maybe...i gez not...you were the saddest sight ive ever seen... hands frozen...cold..face blue...im sad..but its over rated....being sad is not enough for my yayi...maybe a lil mixed feeling will do...ahahahaha...its real? or isit...mya's gone...no shes not..she went to abu dhabi..my yayi's gone..yes he is...my tom yam buddy is gone...thanx yayi for ur weezing and ur screaming....
suspense jerr...im not cursing mind you..it was:too fasttoo flattoo forcedtoo fake...im dissapointed....i esp do not like ur twirling cameras...i barfed a lil whenever i had to cough....and it wasnt my long john which i had earlier....like i was in that old escape theme park ride with the spinning spinnings..or those teacups thinggg...i watch movies for 2 things... rarely do they meet...one : special effectstwo: story linei watched transformers for its special effects...im not too happy bout it..no reason to talk about it afterwards...now if i had watched it for its storyline..tt would maybe a diff story...or maybe not..i came out kinda confused...abit dissapointed..but quite okay...
this post is for my lovely mya who is now in Labu Labi...ahahahaha!!! (i hope she gets it tho. it IS on the postcard..buat paiseh ajer if only I find it funny..now THAT would be funny..abit pathetic tho but still 'l-o-l' material...)just incase she do get to go online and needs smtg to pass her time..my blog is here for you bebeh..(wah che wah che)now for a topic...ar! sending her off...my day started with..chores! then breakfast at afghanmy mum cooked corny doggs...(OMG! im sooo funny..i still have it...) no lah.. she cooked this sausabe with bun thingi with minced meat on top..owh and onions! SPICY!then off to wash cars...scrubbed my car clean...i mean...cleannnnnn..(where are the bloody cockroaches from???)then off to pick up and send my neneks and bibiks to my aunt's hse at bedok reservoir blk 620...then kinda abit late to meet nad..i love her to bits too.. then to starbucks..where we saw fahmi workin..i also saw LEvonne..i thnk..i still prefer lavigne tho..i bought a tall tumbler..then initially we tot of staying there till 11..but i..thhought i was hungry so we left..went to T3...i couldnt decide abouteating at popeye..ex and huge...i bought a meal aniways..SHARED with everyone..(farna, the word is SHARED...not SCAVENGED..i was glad to SHARE my food..not i was glad to have my friends SCAVANGED off my leftovers...ahahahaha)but mya blom sampai. but mya dah sampai and we went up to see mya!!!"Auntie..where's mya?""owh dier pergi toilet skejap"so me and nad...ermmno need to insert paiseh incident here larh eh..no one needs to knoe..and then we saw mya!"pst! nadia!""what*whispers*?""mya's gg to abu dhabi*whispers*" there was this cute cubby boy whom we all shall call ISH!GERAMNYE fer now.. i think ISH!GERAMNYE was her lil cuzzin/nephew...or which ever lahhh.. but its so funny how there where 3 different groups of pple sendin her off.. 3 large groups each far from each other.. everyone else gets one small blob of Friends and Family MIXED togedda..she gets 3 separate huge blobs...i could tell mya was a lil out of breath(however fit she is..) by the third group she had to say her bye byes to...ahahaha funny lah...and almost missed a photo op with her Rombongan.. for 2 mths i shall be deprived of her cute warm hugs...will i miss her?? nahh....i was more affected by her sudden moving out of her blk 385 house and into her aunts hse in pasir ris lehh... kinda a tad more painful to know changes are inevitable..sucks a lil more when it really does happen to you...no more same bus then splitting in the middle of to 3 directions..384, 385, 381... i dunno how i could leave singapore for a very long time..but i still very much would like to go UWE.. to mya,i love ya..i'll miss ya enough...not too much..not too lil..ro.
to the sound here in my heart..hrmm another fridae..another class by ustazah khamariah..yet another night i feel all.. i-cant-wait-to-be-an-awesome-mother-slash-wife....wat the???????
notty ar ro!so rude..damn harsh..ro knoes.. and she apologizes...to who?to herself..
hate my own community...what is up with that...i love my family and friends..and everyone else who recycles and do not smoke or have tattoos.
hrmmm....do not use "random" as an excuse to free urself from that guilt u feel..im starting to get tired of it...anihusss...channel 5 is looking for the official blogger for singapore idol...whoooaaa! sucha biggg deal lar siaaaaaa..sheeeesh....whats the big huha..choices:tt random lady gaga -ish girl who had a nose job on tv...or tt other girl she 'fought' in a ring with...the one who wanted to band the lady gaga-ish blondie from the streets of town...(the process of turning blond actually also involves sucking all ur brain juice away...or so i've heardd...)or tt other one which i've heard soo much off..cept i've not read anything of hers yet..(isit even a 'her'?) i also heard 'she' was more of a Shim..if u knoe wat i mean...or that ignorant gay racist guy...who says he's metro but we all can tell...poor boy...or girltrappedinaboysbody...i just hope its not some suck up who wants to pretend to be everyone's best friend and write nothing but sweet lovely things(tho untrue) in the blog...i'd like it if tt someone had a mind of his/her own...says anything she/he wants....tastefully tho...no one vulgar...i'd like shortforms that i can understand tho not... random like s.s.s.b.s.s.c. (she stinks so bad she sucks chillis) who would hav guessed that was what it meant...what i say wont matter to anyone coz u knoe its just gonna end up being some publicity propaganda ploy to get mindless idiots to vote for who THEY like.... oh the politics! we're never too far from politics in anything we do nowadays... an example would be : (according to prev S.I.s)hi there mindless idiots! its me..once again..the chosen official blogger of bla bla bla..the CHOSEN one...CHOSEN out of the gazillion other low lives who have no lives...the gazillion other losers who do nothing but blog...and facebook of coz...no one twitters yet so lets not get into that..other than having a secret talent in bejewelled-ding, another secret talent of mine is being CHOSEN for a diabolical marketing ploy. but im not here to discuss about the corruptions in the world..just the corruptions that come with S.I. oh..wait..tts not why they chose me either..my job..is to dish out things about performances and the contestants..we have the no confidence ones..and those who are overly confident...its no fun poking on the already pathetic ones so i'll go on to super di duper truper poke the less miserable..the overly confident ones...we have one tall cute looking guy but sadly untalented guy who is still here coz of his beady needy eyes and his charming smile..his face is clearly hypnotising to princess_baby90 s, and the kawaii_you92 s out there..the adolescent girly girls...vocal abilities like that of polly the parrot...we wonder why he is still competing..and by 'we' i mean my kind...mature..wait a minute! i'm not a fan of such demeaning shows...demeaning to the crafts of music and entertainment...i see no substance in being judged on singing songs that were sung by other artists...less u cn change it to make it ur own...i just watched anugerah..and there was this lady who sang this other lady's song(im not good with names)...exactly like the original lady...if it wasnt for the deafening pitchy parts....sheeesh...if it happened in those western countries i would probably assume she got in by either..sleeping with the producer or she just had a boob job...but no..its the malay community we're talking about....boob jobs are'nt allowed.. i'd love my own community if it wasnt so western-crazy....tattoos? why would we want to brand ourselves like animals in a barn? tts just one problem.. theres more..but im sleepy..later!
johor was cute.
lunch was nice..
getting lost wasn't
so was getting scratched by the police car and van!!!!
but it was a very decent day.
went thru customs. singapore more breezy than before..no one checked my weekend coups
got white cards. smtg funny happened here but im not quite sure. i think i missed it..but i find driving off without the guys funny..all while they're out getting white cards.n they had to chase my car.
then off to "pusat bandaraya" but at some point it was 'pusat bandar' only...we're suppose to eat lunch at singgah selalu..near danga bay there...lost abit..
"fearless ar ro."
"sebab lapar"
straight to the point!
and when we reached...i ate the same things i ate the last time..with the fishbones..i almost killed myself again. and lunch when we found out our dear rasy has crossed over to the dark side..the smokey, cloudy, suffocatingly stuffy, slowly dying of liver cancer, bleeding gums side....
if u didnt catch it...u're slow..or u've never seen a pakat of cigarettes from singapore...haishh..
then off to angsana..do what? prayers and toilet..mya bought a pair of bermudas(???)
"its on 6 dollars*high pitch-y
i wanted to find skate shoe..but the songs they play...mak aii!
i end up buying 2 tote bags ...a3 size but bigger..
"its just 3.50*low pitch-ish*"
then
"i'm done!"
"me too!"
"no we're not done. rasydan's done"
(for u slower ones...done=dan..as in pun intended)
off to larkin..get clothes..baju raye dah siap..i dunno why we keep gg back to tt nyonya..
then we all wanted to go city square..and so we did...
lost abit tho..
hrmm..
citysquare was where we took neoprints..macam termahal sikit tho. and ate dinner.
and back.
decent, wasnt it?
i just wanted an overseas trip with ma friends...and i got it even tho it was just at johor.
i feel so oddly cool saying the word "gig"...paired with "new"summore...wow! sucha step up the social ladder huh...so gangsta!...err ok..no..street cred still not enough to say tt aloud...hush tones maybe...wat have i been doing?? not my major project..not shopping..not exercising...hrmmgot lunch in msia on mon..so exciting...like adventure lykdat.....i wont go far..only those 2 places tt i knoe...very near..
im a pirate.
ouch!landed on my butt after falling of the Random wagon.and it hurts really bad.blame it on continuous rejection.. "ehh i call you back..i busy" and then...2 years later...my ear wax accumulate till i cant even hear if my phone ring anot.bodoh!"arr i working.." okay..this wan cannot say larh..i knoe i need money too.bodoh!dang!makes my hols not feel like hols.bodoh!bodoh! sumer pun busy.bodoh!bummer! (im allowing myself to feel bummed till the end of the night..i've promised myself to feel better next morning)so right now..i dun care bout what u think..i'll feel what i want to feel.i want to ajak pple go lunch at johor...but i knoe i'll just get another huge load of rejection..bodoh!
my WORLD'S GREATEST JOB EVERRR just ended..fun..nice company..lots of laughter..and lameness..and inside jokes.."err..i dunno...like...its a malay word...""jangan...lah....!""oh isit....????)"okay...*smile while frowning ze eyebrows*)"very good very good""does she walk: no..does she crawl:no..she just sits"(lakukaraca blouse)wahahahaha...thats amal, amal and ro...wahahahahaha
need to drive to bukit panjang ring road tomororita is getting marriedomg! marraige...eh tunang is not nikah.. still cannot touch...and it is damn silly if ur 'mas kahwin' is lesser then ur antaran.... zaman dulu dulu...mas kahwin are as much as the price of a cow.two ways for u to see it...1) WHAT?? u're comparing me to a cow??2) WHAT?? i cost ;est than a cow??
as another of ustazah kamariah's class end...yet again i feel like getting married...lol!cannot touch boys...MAKSIAT...but u still want??then nikah!lol!tt werent her words of coz...tts just how i read it...
a song i wrote..to be sung in b minor flat F J Q B...watever tt means....brings me to tears...no more long naggy advices that are weirdly encouraging...no one to 'cheer me on with pom poms" haishhhif theres smtg strang happening in my school....who do i call??no one..no ones there nimore...waaahhhhhhh!!!!!what am i talking about????? i dunno!!!!
not been exercising ...been lazy...not productive at all
do i?am i?how can i?a:i was working.b: really??????a:erm ya...wat?! do i give pple the impression that im one spoilt brat who lives off her parents' money and then just wait to get married and live off my husband's money later???b:yeaha:arr thanx for aggreeing bebeh..."Screw YOU!", i thought.thought again,"Screw ME!"how in the world did THIS nonsense happen?? dang! so i worked on the weekends..at taka painting lil kids' hands and arm...no faces...really like a dream job..something i like.. simple and well paid..i've never worked in town b4..cept for marina.. but for 2 days at seoul garden then they never contact me...bodoh! waste time aje! and i've never worked sales before... painting and lil kids...isnt that amazing?? not to you but it is to me..."mam..are u worried that it'll dissappear too fast or too long??"now i have 3 Amals in my life..heh..eh plus tt rasy nye girlfriend...now 4...hah! (omg! pokerface acoustic version...nice!)then on mon had mya's(omg! i take it back...its too crazy..very broadway...im sure her face very comical when she sang the song..i think amy winehouse should do it instead...)ermm where was i....had mya's lil humble bdae celebration..pastamania and bowling.really..i was tired the whole time...all i wanted to do was sleep. coz i was exhausted from doing nothing the whole day.(eh! do i also seem irresponsible and lazy??)ermm...ya! exhausted from doin nothing...but it was mya's dae!!! 20 seh... cheh cheh cheh....i think NUM is lame and gay..overly priced flip flops...hello!!!! flip flop....my nenek and nyai calls it 'slipper pasar!' haiya....and sups with the tanks with the random tali?? geezz...its for your 'life partner' to straddle u like a cowboy and his horse...gross..just gross...i like the hairless armpits tho...but i thought steroids make them turn pink not cause them to fall out?? ntah lah...and sups with the attitude,ro? hehfrom one lame shop to another...lets talk about pastamania. its lame! food is little and crazy ex...it looks gross also...n the place is lame..LAMER LAMER LAMER...reserved seats....lol! i'd rather they be truthful..."we're lazy to clean again coz we're closing so u gundoos go sit outside" and wats with topping up ur cheese like hawker centres...do u also potong ur bawang using the tables outside the kitchen....soooo professional....and restaurants should not have exposed knees!!! i dowant to see ur hairy legs...i have a pair....i dont want to see anyone elses...working with real food summore... shame on u! macdonalds can afford long pants...u cannot afford long pants with the ex food u sell??? and wats with ordering ourselves part?? geez..i'd rather pay u ur nonsense service charge for a lil service...not asking much... just a lil.. like USE A TRAY WHEN U SERVE US? bring cutleries with you also...saves time...nak mampos...bodoh nak mampos..off to bowling...alamak..another nonsense..i like bowling...but sups with the touchscreens??? i'll let it pass coz it did make it funner...nad=om..farna=am..fahmi=beb..i couldnt remember mine, odip and mya.s coz i think ours had no vowels..smtg like sghal tv n wkerhvoitvoi.....randomness..i wasnt last..so its ok..then i drove home....all i wanted to do was sleep....1st june was the most tiring day...
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